hey guys, i really dont have anything, to say for this week, somehow, i have a really boring life and im trying to figure out why........anyway, i know ur probably getting irritated by seeing musical instruments but the one i showed u before was just the type that i wanted but i have always wanted this brand and this type and i finally found the one i really want, its more of something that i will get if i get as good as i plan to be and the price on it is 16,677.56 ringgit, cause it has to be impoted from england........anyway, lately, i have been practising and practising like usual and i havene really done much. this sunday will be my first time on a bike in 9 months, i mean training wise..........one of perth's best mountain biker will be taking me as his training partner so i wonder what i will be doing, realxing or dying, i think he will be killing me since my coach asked him to give me everything, cause they want me to train hard and fast for some reason........anyway.........i need your prayers guys, for some reason, i dont feel like going to church cause i have to rely on other people's transport and then although people are friendly to an extent, but then again i can only say that about the adults, the youth are a totally different story, they do thigns that i dont like doing...........i dont mean to sound like a stuck up person or someone who is not coopperative but i mean, they dont have much of a leader, i mean a youth leader, they have like youth sharing the word each week and i would rather listen to someone who knows what they are talking about then to listen to a teenager who has hardly any experience in life.......i am going to do my best to go to church and stay in the main church the whole time.............but i honestly just feel like having my own worship sessions and reading my own bible.............i know that is sort of a bad attitude to have but its just the way i feel right now, i mean i actually miss pastor williams sermons, cause they were always interesting to me, they taught me stuff all the time and i was growing in the lord at GCC, here, im not drifting from the lord cause my faith is strong and i have a good foundation which was started off in GCC but here its not growing and i am desperate for the word, i need my daily bread!!!!! its not a joke either cause being a christian is not a joke, its serious and im taking this serious so guys, those of u who know me and want to help me, please pray for me........anyway, i have to go now, take care of urselves and i cant wait to get home, hey!!! that should be my motto.."there's no place like home".................hahahaha...........

hey guys..........its me again and i guess if u frequently read my blog which i dont think many people do, oh well, anyway, i guess ur saying finally.....well, i havent been able to get to a computer cause i am so busy with studying for tests and that took up all my time, so i thought i would use my lunch time to keep u guys up to date.....well, honestly speaking, i havent been doing much except missing home, and actually i have been doing that even when i have to do other things. i am so happy that a term is nearly gone but it seems like i have been here for years so that means im not enjoying it here cause i dont want to be here.........argggggggggg!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i have been chosen to play in a concert kinda thing which is called the bush dance and i will playing in that on the 13 of march which is not long a way, i guess it will be good experience and it will take my mind off things at home for a while but i seriously doubt that will happen, ill probably look into the crowd and wish it was u guys dancing there instead of them cause its a concert where everyone comes to dance but its country style......somehow its my kinda thing.........to think of it i wish i had my worship team playing with me up there.........yes, i mean u zack, ivan, gina, ham, samantha, aaron........i so wish u guys were there.... anyway, when i come back im going to ask ham if i can lead worship one night cause i miss it so much, im practising a lot here with no putting it to the test, time to unleash ham the second.........hahahaha, im just kidding, ill never be as good as u ham......thats why im the student and your the teacher.....

              its starting to get cold here and i think i am the only one that is feeling it cause im probably one of the few that are wearing jumpers.........at night i just pray that time goes past fast. you know, teenagers here are so rude, i mean i know i have said it before but i cant get over how rude they treat older people, they call them by their first name and i just cant do that, i keep calling the house mother Mrs Martin when everyone calls her Jenny.....when they hear me call her Mrs Martin, they say that im stupid and stuff like that and they also say that im a damn weirdo........anyway, to think of that, i have two nick names, one which is frequently used and the other one just sometimes.........the one that is used sometimes is "bible basher" cause i read my bible and the other one, well, i cant tell you that one cause only one person can know.........and that is not YOU!!!!! hahahahahaha.......

                the guy who went into hospital came back the other day and now he is ok but he is on medication for a year which i think is too much but then again if u think about it.....haiii..........oh well, i hope he finds God one day, i tried and i wont stop trying but ill lay off for a while.....anyway, i dont really have much to say anymore cause i think thats all it..........so until next time.........see ya guys and i cant wait to see you....